You are not the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. You haven’t been for some time. I’ve typed a seance to resurrect a dead girl between your hurtful words and silences and it was never right. In your arms, maybe I could believe in that fate for myself. But now I rest in no arms. I love no one. I love you. I wish you were here to read this. Sweetheart, I’m proud of you too. You’re far away, dancing, I dream, with that beautiful girl in your private heaven for entwined souls. It’s lonely here I’d say, lonely save the conversations with you. Your departure allowed my existence, your existence hastens not my departure. I adore you thoroughly. Know how much I’ve always adored you, my loves.